Utah 57

I went skiing for the first time ever yesterday probably one of the coolest feelings ever. Shoutout for teaching me.

Edit: I move in tomorrow 12/23/2020 so I only need to survive one more night.

Start of the work week today realize I wanted to move into my place a little bit earlier so I'm trying to get that to happen either today or tomorrow I dont know if I wanna wait till the first seems like a long time to try to survive in this weather.

I fucked up last night and drank way too much coffee and couldn't go to sleep until like three which leaves me here at work very sleep deprived. Also the combination of thinking all night and being insanely caffeinated just does not sit well.

i'm desperately looking for a sign to help me realize I probably made a bad decision. I suppose this blog is a way of me sharing to myself but also sharing to people that are reading. I feel like I really want to climb today and probably the whole entire week it's probably the best thing to do.

Attachment is a dangerous thing so I'd rather not play with it. Easier to ignore the way you feel then to actually face it.

I'm not big on the universe bringing out signs and shit like that but if there was one that would be cool. #nocomplaints