utah 27

AGAIN… everything happens fast and random. I am now staying at an aunts house who I have never met and even had no clue I had family in Utah but here I am. I purchased my first pair of mountaineering boots so im stoked to get those in the mail and hit the mountains once again by then I feel like I should be good to go im really taking it easy on any activity.

I just started a project for a friend and his company that should be pretty fun. I feel very much at peace with myself not to get fucking all emotional but I shouldve been doing this along time ago but life take turns and takes you for rides that no one not even yourself will ever see coming. The past 5 years have been a fucking wild ride with intense HIGHS and LOWS (mainly lows). I tried doing so many things that I felt were my calling because I felt rushed to figure shit out after a rough 2 years in Los Angeles. I knew this whatever this is im doing is my fucking calling. Im supposed to be doing this. I can feel it in my fucking blood in my fucking skin.

Do what makes you happy. Fuck what your friends say fuck what your family says. DO WHAT YOU WANT. It seems simple in just words but its fucking hard its hard to ignore the outside voices and volume, you just gotta do it. Its gonna hurt you and its gonna hurt the people around you if they dont really agree on what you want to do, life is to short to be basing your decisions and actions on the opinions and wants of others. You will never live for yourself and be you.

To find yourself, think for yourself.

6:45pm

Kearns, Utah