California 149

Woke up at 4:51. I felt the morning today in my eyes they felt heavy and I felt sluggish. I don’t think it has much to do with the time I fall asleep but rather what my day consists of after work. I’ve been going climbing with Emma recently it seems that’s the easiest way to spend some time with her since working for my uncle and trying to keep from being up so late. I’ll take it any day she’s so eager to learn and improve it’s a pretty awesome thing to witness. I feel immense appreciation to have met someone like her at this time in my life. She very much is a huge motivation and driving factor to improve who I am and do more with myself whether it’s for my health, work, and even with this website which she supports and believes in. When we’re younger we believe we will meet tons of people who can flip a switch in ourselves or people we connect with on a deeper more meaningful way and as we get older only a few come around they might come in the form of a friend or lover whatever that form might take soak it in and try and keep it close do your part. That’s all we can do. Everything else is out of our control we can only control what we do and how we treat the people around us.

For the past week and until the 9th of November I’ll be working for my uncles fencing company. Make some extra cash for the road and keep myself busy. I could easily be doing something else but this is a hard job it’s labor it’s not easy not for one second. That’s also why I chose to do this it challenges me physically and mentally even if it’s in the smallest way it hardens anyone up. The job site is pretty cool anyways it’s at the San Diego zoo.

not proof reading this also half asleep so errors might present. Sorry. Emma you might need to check my shitty writing.