California 123

Long days and longer nights.
I’d be an ungrateful slime if I didn’t appreciate random days like today.

Climbing gym even though my climbing was on par with being the worst climbing I’ve done in over a year but also good food somewhere I’ve never been and with someone I’ve never met, once again.

Surprisingly it was my dates idea to go to the Climbing Gym, she was very vanilla to the climbing world which is always exciting from the inside out. I watched her climb and she watched me climb, horrendously. She chose the late night dinner, yakitori, it’s an assortment of Japanese meat and other stuff. Served in small portions but super hearty. We ordered more than 10 dishes including quail eggs … I thought they were pretty good the texture was definitely unfamiliar. We talked over dinner and you know the usual questions the usual oversharing things about our lives that probably shouldn’t have been shared and so on.

I watched an episode of The Sopranos today and there was a scene where they spoke about the attraction to fire chaotic individuals and compare to a moth and flame. They mindlessly gravitate to the light with no clue what it is, how it feels or the outcome.

Honest conversations but arent they all until they’re actually not?