Washington 81
Every poor decision I’ve made I can guarantee contained more emotion than ration of the mind. I just say this because I’m thinking about where I am right now and what has led me to this point all the trials, failures, and experiments that I’ve done has led me to this very moment right now which is currently in a hotel in George, Washington doing forest work in the middle of nowhere. If you would’ve told me two years or even last year I would’ve said you’re fucking crazy I love the outdoors but not enough to sweat and bleed for it. I didn’t take this job Because I’m some fucking environmentalist crazy outdoors person because truth be told I really don’t give a fuck too much I’m not saying fuck the environment that’s insane to say… love the earth people cmon I don’t need to be some woke environmentalist to prove I like being outside and appreciate the world. I didn’t take this job with that in mind that being said I took it to view myself in a different lens then I have been for the past 3 years. I feel I I have lived 2 different lives in the 23 years I’ve been here I never stayed content with where I was I got bored quick I wanted to see more I wanted to talk to people. I’ve traveled to different parts of the world two separate times and both have had huge impacts on my desire to travel. I’ve been living this very odd lifestyle for almost a year now and it’s taught so much of who I am and my patience for everything around me I’ve learned to not take things personal and be fluid with life let it come to you and let the people who want to stay in your life stay. Those are just some of the most obvious things I’ve taken from the past months. I don’t know where I’m gonna be at after September I don’t know where life is going to take me I feel healthy and fit.
I feel comfortable in uncomfortable situations. I don’t want to live my 20s thinking About shit I can be doing or shit that could’ve been done I want to DO. I’m probably fucking crazy and thats fine if being crazy gives me a life I can write about and tell my kids or grandkids about then yes I’m crazy.
Next tattoo: Die with memories not dreams.
“Whosoever is delighted in solitude, is either a wild beast or a god.” ― Aristotle.