Wyoming 152

Its been awhile. Ive been in Jackson for 10 days only and it feels like weeks. If youre reading this its because you either guessed the password or have the password. It wasnt hard to guess. This blog post is mostly for me just to hash out some writing about the shit thats been going on in my bubble. Being in a relationship or building a relationship with someone is so fucking hard and to make it harder im 1000 miles away. Ive questioned myself so much in this process. I havent tried to be in a relationship for some time now and its weird you kind of have to trust someone to do right by you all the time and if they dont or you dont its a big disappointment. I guess thats one of the many risks we take when we voluntarily give someone control of a bit of our happiness. Im allowing at this point to let the process happen and let life take the wheel. On another note I fractured my tibia and will be out for about a month im saying 2-3 weeks the show needs to move on. I feel out of place with an injury i feel like my life is at a halt when its really not but i also feel my general happiness has taken a huge hit because of it. Everything kind of changed my plans of being here jobs werent as expected and I wont be skiing the start of the season. We must bounce back.