Washington 105
I’ve had little to no motivation to write I am not sure if work just drained me or maybe I’ve had a lot of my mind and I haven’t been able to focus on writing. Anyways I have precisely 11 days of work left it’s a bittersweet feeling that every day my time in Washington is coming to an end. It’s Friday today I just got back yesterday from an eight day spike the work week was brutal, the smoke was thick in the air from the wildfires nearby making the conditions almost unbearable to work in. But I’m happy that I’m back in Spokane safe and healthy Eliza went to work this morning so I won’t see her till later on today. We’re planning a trip to glacier national Park in Montana I have never been so I’m pretty excited the down part is I don’t own a pair of hiking shoes but I own two pairs of climbing shoes. We are going to be driving on the Sun Road about a two hour 50 mile drive of pure scenic views supposedly some of the best views in the United States. I taught my coworker how to climb yesterday so I plan on taking him outside for the first time today it’s a bit of a nerve-racking thing you place a lot of trust in individual not only trust but your life so I’m a bit nervous but what of it. I’ll be off until the next week specifically Thursday then I’m back out in a different place down in southern Washington more miserable more dry and the work will be even harder but it will be the last week so I’ll make it count. I’ll try and write more as it gets closer to the end. A Chapter closes while another one opens exciting period of time in anyone’s life even mine when it seems to become a normal thing. Growing up I never had any of these intentions for myself if you would’ve told me a year ago or more I’d be living in Washington working for the fourth service and I’ll be up and down the states writing on a website I would’ve told you that sounds fucking crazy and that kind of instability would drive me nuts. Though here I am. Surrounding every day with a little bit of chaos a little bit of the unknown and sometimes a little bit of the dangerous. Maybe I found peace maybe it’s just an illusion but whatever it is I’m just gonna keep going.