San Diego 254

The intensity and vividness of dreams ive been experiencing have been remarkable for myself. I typically am not dreaming through the night especially with this type of clarity. Im sure it has something to do with me not smoking the copious amounts of weed I would smoke before bed typically. Getting really high before bed always felt right, get a little stoned and close my eyes and just daze off. Waking up was the real issue id wake up feeling some sort of way, a second wind of high but on top of that not even recognizing that I didn’t dream. Im actually not to sure how I feel about this dreaming thing it isn’t like when I was a kid, waking up in the middle of this kick ass dream where im fighting alligators and jumping off buildings. Now I have dreams they're all sad and depressing that always have some sort of subliminal message about death or heartbreak. Id like to believe that dreams don’t need to have some intense meaning to them they can just be that, dreams.